Alhamdulillah, yesterday was a great day. 1 Rejab already left and 1 great thing that I really proud (ish xbaik2) of, I managed to fasting. Yeahh because sometimes, for me it is not easy to fasting at home. I did not know why, maybe I used to live at hostel for 6 years of living and yesterday was the first day I was fasting at home for this 2012 (uishh teruk sgt ni kan dush dush =.=). Another great thing, although I was fasting, around 12 at noon until 2++ pm I was accompanying my mother who was eager to buy some flowers. (tenga2hari tuu kot. Luckily the weather is not tooo hot as usual) Just for a decoration to put on at a corner or somewhere at our house. Actually, last Saturday we went to Nilai 3 and my mum already bought two vases. Till then, we bought the flowers pulak. (tp bukan bunga hidup pun but I really2 love it because it follows my taste, beautiful nice and simple). Returned back at home and around 5 pm (today my dad came back early) both of us, me ad my dad went to a free carpark area near Stadium Melawati Shah Alam to have my driving class. Ngeh2. It's not a formal class actually, just to give me some basics and unfortunately today was my last class with dad. Starting from tomorrow I will have my formal class. Blow me some of luck kay so that i don't have to pay for extra class (if failed it is needed). Then, at night i was trying hard to make karipaps. Hukhuk. Tiba2 abah mintak so as the reward I asked for cendol. (tiba2 rasa kempunan pulak, sejak semalam). Sampai kena postpone plan nak skype dengan orang jauh. Its okayy.. Esok masih ada, insyaAllah ;)
The intro is just some stories about myself. Terasa rajin pulak nak bercerita tentang diri sendiri hari ini. Sebab every time I manage to use my time wisely, I'll feel very2 happy :D:D Sorry if the stories actually unneeded!
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THIS IS FOR YOU
And i have promised before to make a post for you. Here it comes ;)
I am glad that you are going to finish your First Year in medicine soon. But for now, you still have papers for final exam. I never forget to have your name in my du'as. Sometimes, you are mambling to me and say that you feel the laziness to study, lose the focus and feel discourage. Yeahh I know how is that feelings..
But, please remember my dear..
Our path, our field, our career actually do not really need a genius. I am NOT a genius as well. We just have to be hardworking persons. And that's how we can cope with our life. We are in the same field but what make us difference is the distance. Allah knows that you can do better if you are far away. You will be more courage, more cautious, more matured, more independent and another more more and more. That is the answer why you are there??
For every single living things, they will have their own bad times. And I know both of us have ours as well. I am not going to say that I can settle down all my problems easily but just to share with you that every problems every difficulties every bad times have their own key to solve. Then it depends on us how to find the key. For the bad times I have, I keep reflecting back and accusing myself to have any wrongdoings. Each of us have to admit that we may do something wrong without realise about it. That's why we should never stop to ask for HIS forgiveness. We should always hope that HE will polish our hearts at every moment and remove away the bad stains every minute.
My dear,
It is better for us to have a good mind set and always refresh our niat. As you are at bumi anbiya, try to get as much knowledge as you can so that you can share with me everytime you feel free ;)
Till then, I always pray the best for you as I love you because of ALLAH. May HE ease our ways :D:D
With love,
ma[H]ay ~
::finish written at 3:37 am 23/5/2012
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